whatsupppp!

assalamualaikum!
helloooooo gaisss!
Im actually have plenty of problems
but right now,
satu je yang aku tengah fikir,
PAHAL DENGAN HATI AKU NIE?

Ive so many feelings yang aku rasa this week.
debar? marah? sedih? 
what is wrong with this heart??????

aku boleh kata yang aku jarang merasai semua benda tu
tp minggu nie, it was like "every day" aku merasai benda tu.
macam, hari nie ada orang buat aku rasa debar 
but on the same time, aku tengah marah dekat seseorang and suddenly I cried.
as an example la tuuu..
tp part "debar" tu..
pahal arhhh???

kalau aku in menstrual cycle, aku faham tau...
tp sekarangggggggg??
*blink blink blink*
I HAVE NO IDEA!!!!!

banyak sangat 'event' yang buat aku berdebar
such as, ************** ok dirahsiakan hahahahhaha

aku tak boleh cerita, nnt menimbulkan fitnah pulak.

huhuhuhu apa apa pon, 
hati aku nie ada masalah 
and I think I need to hold on someone, in a mean time to fix this thing.

suddenly aku rasa mcm berada di tempat atho,
where he used to make me as "his" when we had nothing but just a friend.
alasan dy, supaya dy tak attracted to many girls and try to seduce them cuz' in his mind would say "oh aku dah ada syifa" or something like that.
hahahahahaha

karma untuk aku pulak mungkin.
tp dy takde kat sini skrg utk aku pikir macam tu pulak terhadap dy.
huhuhu plus, aku tak boleh buat mcm dy sbb hati aku tak kuat,
nnt aku terjatuh cinta pulak to "what is mine" in my mind.
lol

arghhhh blahh la rasa what ever u feel, hati!! 
jangan perasan ok?
kbye

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Yg kau duk kacau dia tu apa ? Dah cukup ke jaga hubungan kau dgn pencipta ? Sebelom nk cakap org , cuba ubah diri sndri dulu , jgn asyik sgt cari salah org sampai salah sndri yg terserlah tu kau biar .

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Yg kau duk kacau dia tu apa ? Dah cukup ke jaga hubungan kau dgn pencipta ? Sebelom nk cakap org , cuba ubah diri sndri dulu , jgn asyik sgt cari salah org sampai salah sndri yg terserlah tu kau biar .

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Aku rasa sekarang ni kau yg ad masalah hati , mungkin kau boleh check balik mana salah silap nya , aku rasa kau masih belom terlambat utk berubah , sudah2 laa tu duk meroyan , tak malu ke bro ? Dh org tak layan tu move on je laa , aku laki ke perempuan ke tu bukan masalah kau , ak just igt kn je takot nanti bila dh terlambat kau menyesal menangis meratap mcm mna sekali pun dh xboleh nk ubah apa2 dh , salah dgn manusia dgn manusia kau harus meminta maaf , jgn smpai org dh tertutp hati dgn ap yg kau buat smpai kn org tu dh xnak maaf kan kau dh laa .

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Aku rasa sekarang ni kau yg ad masalah hati , mungkin kau boleh check balik mana salah silap nya , aku rasa kau masih belom terlambat utk berubah , sudah2 laa tu duk meroyan , tak malu ke bro ? Dh org tak layan tu move on je laa , aku laki ke perempuan ke tu bukan masalah kau , ak just igt kn je takot nanti bila dh terlambat kau menyesal menangis meratap mcm mna sekali pun dh xboleh nk ubah apa2 dh , salah dgn manusia dgn manusia kau harus meminta maaf , jgn smpai org dh tertutp hati dgn ap yg kau buat smpai kn org tu dh xnak maaf kan kau dh laa .

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gayah. i just nak sampaikan something. ingat tak video yang kau buatkan untuk aku masa nak pidah KRU ni? aku bukak balik pagi tadi. and budak laki class aku ternampak. two of them said, 'eh, cantik la kawan kau yang ni,' and they mean you. tu je bye. hahaha

be happy!!
gO Lucky..